Ferris log

Txhua chav nyob rau hauv uas koj sawv, pib zoo li ib tug pheej yig chav tsev, yeej tib yam nkaus, nyob rau hauv tib lub tsev ntiav pw. Nws tsis yog hais txog tus tsim sab hauv los sis cov nqi ntawm wallpaper, tsis muaj, txawv heev, tab sis leej twg yog nws? Ntawm no, rau ib tug neeg - ib chav rau ib teev, rau ib tug neeg - zaum kawg so qhov chaw; Phab ntsa slimy kua phev txiv neej, kua muag, tawm hws thiab Vajtswv paub dab tsi, tab sis paub tias qhov no yog tsuas yog tus neeg ntawm lub club "Ferris log". Ntawm cov hoob kawm, lawv tau mus rau qhov no tsev ntiav pw thiab lawv paub nws lub npe.
Tej zaum peb yuav tsum pib txhua txhua hnub nrog ib tug neeg sab nrauv nyob rau hauv poker? Npaj thaum ntxov thaum sawv ntxov teev lub i, yog fortuna hnub no sawv nyob rau hauv lwm tus neeg lub txaj - mus pw tsaug zog tag nrho ib hnub ib. Thiab ces - ib tug tshiab puag ncig ntawm lub qub pas dig hniav. Yuav kom teb rau tag nrho cov npe los ntawm virtue ntawm nws cov secrecy, seb los ntawm virtue ntawm Internal txoj kev ywj pheej, los yog tuaj, ib tug ntau zuj zus. Muag ib yam dab tsi thiab yam dab tsi rau nws tau txais rov qab rau koj chav tsev "disemboweled mus rau hauv av", nrog tas ob lub qhov muag thiab ib tug perpetual yoj ntawm xeev siab.
Qhov tseem sickening, tej zaum, cia li lub fact tias muaj yog tsis muaj dab tsi tshwj xeeb. Kuv tsis paub dab tsi yog muaj tag nrho cov no mas, yuav tsum tau nyob rau lwm yam sab ntawm cov iav, thiab hais tias peb yuav pom? Pursues tsis hnov tsw ntawm burnt roj hmab. Kuv Chob luam yeeb thiab ashtray zoo li lub Coliseum, tej zaum nws yog nws yog ,, tej zaum kuv imagining uas nyob rau ntawm koj cov ntsis ntiv tes thiab yog ib tug me ntsis ntawm cov ntshav. Yog hais tias tag nrho cov lunatic asylums twb tsis nyob rau cov ntsiav tshuaj, nws yuav tsim nyog mus ua ib tug pilgrimage ntawm interlocutors. Thiab tsis muaj ib tug nyob rau hauv qhov tseeb thiab tsis ua kom tau tawm ntawm lub club , "Ferris log", los ntawm nws koj muaj peev xwm tsis tawm mus txog rau thaum koj tsis xav kom.

Lo lus niam ntiav thiab tsis xav kom yuav mus rau leej twg, yuav mus nrog leej twg, caressing txhua ua si. Txawm li cas los, zoo li tag nrho cov lus cog tseg thiab vows. Nws yuav tau mus zaum ntawm lub qhov rooj, puag nws hauv caug tu siab thiab tos rau ib tug neeg saib xyuas txog kev ntawd. Qhov tseeb yog hais tias nws yog tsis luaj li cas lawv twb yuav - uas puag los yog stroke. Los yog - thiab hais tias, thiab lwm.
Siab hlob thiab tag kev cia siab - hais tias ntawm uas cov phab ntsa. Tawm feem ntau ntawm nws lub neej nyob rau hauv lub hwj chim ntawm tus duab ntxoov ntxoo, coj gloom peb txog qhov twg tshwm. Qab zib saj thiab tsis hnov tsw ntawm lwj ntawm lub puab ncej. Thiab txhua leej txhua tus uas nkag mus rau ntawm no yoojyim rau hauv ntau heev. Ib zaug ntxiv thiab rov, reliving tib yam lub sij hawm, dai kos npe rau rau lub qhov rooj, "Kuv nkees nkees ntawm txhua yam."
Nws los ua kom meej raws li ib tug me nyuam, hais tias ib tug yeej muaj tseeb muaj siab feem ntau vile, muab zais los yog tsis yog li ntawd hais tias ib tug yuav tsis ua kev zoo siab. Thiab txhua txhua hnub koj yuav khuv xim hais tias dared rau xav kom tsawg kawg yog ib yam dab tsi. Thiab tag nrho cov ntawm lawv lub neej yog txo mus rau cov muag khoom ntawm infinite innocence thiab noj - sawing hauv tus me nyuam thiab pub nws mus rau lwm tus neeg. Nyob rau hauv xa rov qab, koj tau txais ib yam dab tsi zoo li mob tshuaj, thiaj li tsis ua mob rau lub emptiness hauv. Thiab nyob, thiab hu zaj nkauj hais txog.
Koj twb guessed hais tias qhov no tsev ntiav pw - nws yog koj tus kheej? Hnub tom qab hnub ntawd, koj sawv nyob rau hauv koj tus kheej. "Thaum koj nres Waking siv. Yuav ua li cas yog cov thawj ib txwm ua tsis taus pa ntawm huab cua tom qab koj tau nqos dej, tab sis koj pumped yog dab tsi rau tus ntoo khaub lig hauv lub hiav txwv? Yuav ua li cas yog tsis tau mus nyob rau lwm yam sab? Ib tug tau txais lub tswv yim tias rau ib ntev lub sij hawm zaum ntawm lub qhov rais thiab tos rau tus txiv neej uas yog nkees, tsoo thiab poob mus rau sawv, nce mus txog rau hauv lub tsev. thiab nws rov qab, ntsiag to qhib lub qhov rooj thiab nkag mus hauv, mus taug kev nyob ib ncig ntawm lub chav tsev, nws tau ntev lawm no. tau ntev lawm uas kev kaj siab zawm kev tu siab thiab kev tu siab smothers kev xyiv fab. thiab tsis muaj dab tsi grabs Kuv tawm. Peb muab lub hiav txwv.

Ntxoov ntxoo ntawm yav dhau los yog ib nyuag ncua thiab xwb tom qab, txhua yam nyob ib ncig ntawm yog nruab nrab, tsis zoo los yog phem, tsis dub tsis dawb. kawm ntev ntev ntsej muag hais tias lawv tsuas erased. Nruab nrab nroog. Yuav ua li cas yog tag nrho cov no indescribable laj, kev tu siab thiab xeev siab. Thiab kuv tsis txawm ntxuav kuv ob txhais tes, tab sis, theej txhuam lawv cov ntshav. Sab nraum, sab hauv, kuv xav tu thiab yaj txhua txhua molecule. Peb muab tshem tawm qhov tsaus ntuj nti tom hav zoov.
Tus kheej lub khaum muab rau hauv ib tug txhob txwm tus kheej. Nws tau ntev tau rau rau siab ua tsis muaj dab tsi rau leej twg. Lawv coj lub zwm txwv.

Txhua yam uas tshwm sim yog tsis tshwm sim, pom, hnov, xav pom woven rau hauv lub neej views, ua, degenerates, nws ua ib tug hlua uas strangles los yog ib tug noose nyob ib ncig ntawm nws caj dab, thiab tej yam koj los ntawm kev ntog. "Qhia rau kuv nyob rau hauv tsib feeb nws yog dab tsi." Yuav tsib seconds los mus piav qhia rau koj yog: kis tau los ntawm thiab tsis zoo rov qab, cia li zoo. Muab tshem tawm riam.

Thaum lawv ua txuj (los yog txoj kev nws yog), lawv tsis to taub dab tsi koj nyob nraum tham, koj yuav pib xav hais tias koj tsis to taub koj hais dab tsi, tab sis, ces ib yam dab tsi hloov, thiab hais tias lawv muaj ntau tshaj li koj ua tsis tau to taub, yog muaj nyob rau hauv tus nqi ntawm ib yam dab tsi loj, tab sis nws yog ib yam nkaus thiab loj, uas koj yuav to taub. Peb muab tshem tawm lub prompter.

Thiab ces koj pib mus rau tus thawj. Lawv ntshai lawv lub siab nyiam rau lawv xav tau kev pab tshaj lawv kev tu siab, ntau heev lawm. Muaj, ntawm chav kawm, yuav uas tsis muaj kev txiav nyob rau hauv nyob vim hais tias nyob rau hauv tau ib yam dab tsi sab laug. Muab rau hauv daim iav.

Tsis tau yuav tsis khiav cov kev xav hais tias cov duab ntxoov ntxoo nyob ib ncig ntawm thiab cia siab tias koj nyob nraum cia li mus txheeb los ntawm cov laus tej yam zoo qub duab, raug kev txom nyem rau lub ncaim cov neeg, thiab koj yuav saib rov qab, tos. Thiab yog hais tias tsis, tsis to taub hais tshwm sim, koj nyob, yam tsawg kawg, muaj nto qaub ncaug thiab foom phem rau nws yav tas los, ua ntej yuav mus pw rau kev npau suav, raws li nws yuav yog hais tias nws tsis yog txhua yam. Lawv coj tus stairs mus rau lub pleev xim rau saum ntuj.

Uas yog NW nyuam qhuav grope lub kauj ruam tom ntej thiab hais tuaj. Qhov twg tsis muaj nyob thiab thaum hmo ntuj. Koj nyob nraum lub tsuas yog ib qho uas mus rau lub xaus ntawm txoj kev no, thiab tau sawv tag nrho tus ntxim hlub lub tsev, thiab tau sawv tag nrho cov slums, thiab dab ntxwg nyoog paub dab tsi lub npe ntawm koj lub chaw nres tsheb, nws thiab kawg rau koj. Ces nyob rau hauv no txoj kev yuav mus rau lwm tus neeg, nws yuav tshaj koj kawg lub chaw nres tsheb, nrhiav nkees ob lub qhov muag nyob rau hauv ib khob doog thiab txaij. Peb muab tua lub floodlights.

Tawm tag nrho cov hnub tas zim txwv. Kuv nyob xwb ib tug neeg scene. Thiab raws li yog hais tias yog li mus pib nws monologue.